=))))))))))

your poor girl's out there punching men to death.

it feels so weird. i don't think i belong here. i don't think i'm being treated the way i deserve. i don't think i'm surrounded by the people i actually trust. everything feels so out of place. everything feels so wrong. i just want to find somewhere where i'm appreciated and loved for the person i am not to be forced to act like everyone but me. i wanna find a place where this goddamn mind gets to shut up. i wanna experience a day without struggling for the easiest things. i wanna sleep a night without nightmares. i wanna change. i wanna get outta this shit hole. i wanna be with the loml without being worried about every single damn thing. i just want a day in my life to go exactly the way i want. i have to deal with problems that i didn't make. i have to do things i don't want to. i wanna be myself and i know i will be but it's getting so hard and it hurts too bad. i just want that day to arrive soon because i'm getting exhausted and hopeless.

do you still remember when I couldn’t see the way ?

I don't give up no matter what anyone says

جدی یه وقتایی با خودم فکر میکنم این دنیا و آدماش لیاقت منو ندارن. من واقعا خیلی مهربون و خوش‌قلبم و همیشه دارم سعیمو میکنم تا جایی که در توانمه آدما رو خوشحال کنم و اصلا هم بخاطرش پشیمون نیستم ولی اگه یه بارم یکی این وسط سعی کنه منو خوشحال کنه یا حداقل یه ذره قدر خوبیام رو بدونه مطمئنا اونوقت اینقدر احساس نمیکنم که دیده نمیشم و کسی وجودم رو حس نمیکنه.

accurate.

it is already over when I care

I’ve been in this nightmare all my life

this kinda thing also exists in here. like I've seen millions of people giving tons of love and attention to beautiful or stylish dudes regardless of how they actually behave, ngl some of them act like shit but you're not allowed to point that out because you're either ugly or jealous. anyways go watch it. it has some really good information.

https://youtu.be/3oKDaQ5BrUg

C'MON GUYS give my babies the attention they deserve, you won't regret it.

https://youtu.be/OaVCy3KiRF8

to become what you wanted, I will disappear completely

یادش بخیر قبلا خوابایی که میدیدم اتفاق میفتادن. الان امکان واقعی شدنِ خوابام فقط با وقوعِ آخر الزمان ممکنه.

where should I sign to debut in a vkei band for my next life ?

من اگه جورابام تا فرق سرم بالا نیان اصلا احساس امنیت نمیکنم.

حس میکنم هروقت میخوام درباره‌ی احساسات و مشکلاتم صحبت کنم، دو تا دست گلوم رو میگیرن و فشار میدن و من هرچقدر تلاش میکنم تا یه کلمه صحبت کنم نمیتونم.