fair lady

很喜欢这种穿插音乐剧的电影

我所喜爱的闲逸并不是一个游手好闲者的那种闲散，搂着双臂待在那儿凡事不做，而且连脑子也不动一动。而我所爱的既是像孩子似的闲逸，不停地动唤，却什么事也不干，又是一个年迈的胡思乱想者的闲逸，浮想联翩，却动脑不动手。我喜欢忙活些没要紧的事，凡事都做一下，却一件也做不完。我喜欢任凭脑子的想象跑来走去的，想好的计划随即改变。我喜欢盯着苍蝇看它飞来飞去，甚至想搬开一块岩石，看看下面藏着什么。我喜欢兴致勃勃地从事一项十年方能完成的工作，可是过不了十分钟又毫不遗憾地将它放弃了。总之，我喜欢整天毫无目的、毫无结果地游来荡去，凡事都只是凭着一时的兴头。

《忏悔录》让-雅克·卢梭

陈筱卿（译） source

人生の選択肢の多さに惑わされないでください。いま自分が何をしているかで、自分の人生を判断しないでください。大切なのは、何をしているのかではなく、どう生きているかなのですから。どう生きるかは、いまからでもすぐに変えられるのですから。

We were struggling while they were enjoying this

I was just comfortable with our classmates because they were kids…

“Think about it, if you leave those idiots together, they’ll only do one stupid thing; if you split them up, they will do three.”

Anyway, I decided that I shouldn’t worry about it for the moment—I’d lose as soon as I cared about what it did.

“Let’s just do what we have to do.”
“让我们做我们必须做的事。”

“Yes. Your Highness." “是的。殿下。

At that moment, Ellen’s words flitted through my mind.
那一刻，艾伦的话在我脑海中闪过。

It wasn’t the time to think.
现在不是思考的时候。

Murder, whether one deemed it good or evil, was ultimately wrong.
谋杀，无论人们认为它是善还是恶，最终都是错误的。

However, we were part of a privileged class that could get away with something like that, to a degree.
然而，我们是特权阶级的一部分，在某种程度上可以逃脱这样的事情。

If one covered absurdity with even greater absurdity, no harm would be done to oneself.
如果一个人用更大的荒谬来掩盖荒谬，就不会对自己造成伤害。

That was all that mattered. 这才是最重要的。

They were just people in pursuit of the romance of adventure without actually knowing what an adventurer was.

One needed someone one could show their weak side to

‘Ah. That clutz idiot.’ “啊。那个傻傻的白痴。

She would forget her own head if it wasn’t attached.

f one treated a drunk person as a drunk person, that would be the same as pressing their detonate button.

He also asked us if we wanted to undergo psychological treatment because of what we went through—he thought that we might suffer from extreme guilt and trauma.
他还问我们是否因为我们所经历的事情而想接受心理治疗——他认为我们可能会遭受极度的内疚和创伤。

—I was so obsessed with that baseless causal inference that I felt like something important within me was gradually disappearing.

Being able to control people who moved money wasn’t much different from being rich yourself.

She had always only used Reinhardt. She’d never wondered how he felt about things or what his thoughts were and how much she was actually pressuring him.

Was that really the one who bullied Erich de Lafaeri? That little girl was like a cat bristling up its fur, its claws out and its eyes gleaming, but she didn’t actually seem to look at me because she was so focused on what would happen after her defeat.
真的是欺负埃里希·德·拉法埃里的人吗？那个小女孩就像一只毛茸茸的猫，伸出爪子，眼睛闪闪发光，但她实际上似乎并没有看我，因为她太专注于失败后会发生什么。

It was just pitiful. 这真是太可怜了。

I could either lose or win.
我要么输，要么赢。

There was a chance I might lose or I might win, but I didn’t actually care about the result. If I lost, I just would have to work a bit harder, and if I won, I just had to stay vigilant.
我有可能输，也可能赢，但我实际上并不关心结果。如果我输了，我就必须更加努力，如果我赢了，我只需要保持警惕。

However, if one thought that there was an “After” if one lost, people would be on the verge of collapse even before the fight started.
然而，如果有人认为如果一个人输了，就会有一个“之后”，甚至在战斗开始之前，人们就会处于崩溃的边缘。