My Hate-list

I hate all the people who treated you badly. I hate that, despite everything, you still like them. I hate all the people who are good to you. I hate that I’m no longer the one doing those things for you. I hate that you’re probably with your ex right now, laughing, drinking the night away.

I hate the places we’ve been together. I hate knowing I’ll never go there without remembering what it felt like to be happy. I hate the places we never got to visit. I hate how they remind me of all the plans I made with you… plans I now know will never happen.

I hate the birds that stopped chirping the moment you broke my heart. I hate that the flowers don’t bloom anymore, the butterflies that once fluttered in my stomach turned to worms, eating me from the inside out.

I hate the time that doesn’t heal anything like they said it would. I hate the days that still drag, heavy with the weight of your absence. I hate my hands that still reach for you in my sleep. I hate waking up to the emptiness of knowing I’ll never find you here again.

I hate the songs we used to play. I hate how they still echo in my head like a ghost I never invited in. I hate how even silence isn’t safe anymore. I hate how it sounds like all the words we never said.

I hate the me that still looks for you in every crowded room. I hate my heart that still skips when I hear your name, even though I know better by now. I hate how no matter how far I go, I can’t outrun the parts of you that still live inside me.

I hate that you that never fought for us. I hate that you never asked what was on my mind, though I always asked what was in your heart. I hate that you focused on what was missing instead of everything we had.
But most of all, I hate that despite all this, I still don’t hate YOU.

And I hate the part of me that never will.

More of a fictional writer, this bear is.

Soooo peeps

You know how I’ve been trying to learn backend stuff?

Yeah, well, instead of studying like a normal person, I procrastinated by actually building something.😭😭😂

I got completely sick of mindlessly scrolling through job channels where 99% of the posts are useless to me. So I coded a scraper bot called Bearly Employed.

How it works:
🔘 You give it your keywords (python, remote, data, writer, whatever), and it constantly scours the channels for you.
🔘 The exact millisecond a post matches your keyword? The trap springs and slides the direct link straight into your DMs. No noise, no endless scrolling.
🔘You can use /pause to go into hibernation when you're sick of the rat race, and /resume when you need money again.


Quick Reality Check:
Since this is a beta test, I’ve only mapped three job channels so far, but you can use /request inside the bot to suggest more.

Also, knowing my luck with technology (looking at you, car window😒😒), it’ll probably try to blow its own sides off. If you face any bugs or have feedback, drop a comment or spam me.


Go set some traps and let me know if it breaks! @bearly_employed_bot

it works😭😭❤️

According to my workout schedule, Wednsday and Sunday are my rest days (walking days)

Got them upgraded to cycling days....


Note to self: cycling days are just another leg day😭😭😭

Also shout out to clovy who came to welcome me after my workout

Idk why this was so funny to me😭😭😂😂

Enjoy this for Election Day

Nobody curious, but this is the song in the vid😂😂😂