By the way my closet consists of dad shirts with stupid fucking patterns just a fun fact
I started my day with you-know-who yelling at me that I'm a useless piece of shit, everything I do is useless idiocy, that my hobbies don't mean anything, etc, yet again
It just hurts to hear family shamelessly insulting what I put my soul and a lot of effort into, the first thing that I fucking enjoy doing in YEARS, something that gives me comfort that they can’t give
«You’re living in your bloody PC doing nothing useful for the society, spending time on shit no-one wants and needs” yeah, maybe I’m doing exactly that to at least try to escape your fucking daily psychological abuse which has been going on for years now??????? Maybe I want to keep myself just a tiny bit sane by distancing from your shit to the things I actually love????
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Came back home for even more yelling, gonna lock myself up in the room and render something sick, watch me
I wouldn’t have been at peace, if I haven’t made this old af concept come true properly and I finally did it
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