Does anyone else just never think to masterbate?

I never once a day in my life thought to do as such; not even when I was learning about sex as a kid.

My reason for being Asexual is plain ol ”Eh don’t care.“.

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I’m so confused. Am I asexual?

I don’t know if I am or not, I am into Butch lesbians seeing as I’m a lesbian.


I want to cuddle a butch, I want to be in a butch’s lap leaned in and feeling their softness and womanliness to their musk and masculinity

I want to sometimes help them master bate.



but I don’t want touched.

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Aces Cross-Stitch Pattern
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They found my place 🗿 /s
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Bread Made Me Realize I Was Asexual (I'm not even kidding)

So a year ago my friends made this shared google slide called "The Simp Slide", where we put our fictional crushes and hear-me-outs.

I was invited to the slide quite early on, despite not really having any hear-me-outs or fictional crushes. When I mentioned said lack of crushes I was just told to enter characters that I liked. So I just entered characters I thought were cute and never really edited the slides again.

Fast-forward to today, we're in highschool now and more people have been added to the slides. And with it, more entries. And seeing that there had been 68 entries so far, I thought of the perfect opportunity to finally add another crush to the slides: Olive Garden Breadsticks.

Now as I added the images of the breadsticks, I hungered more and more for them. I absolutely loved these breadsticks. I mean, who doesn't? They're hot, they're light, and they smell and taste amazing. Looking at the finished slides, I absolutely wanted some breadsticks in my mouth. I craved these breadsticks. I wanted these breadsticks way more than I ever wanted any of my crushes- wait...

I hungered for the breadsticks. My mouth drools thinking about breadsticks. My heart yearns for the breadsticks. Even writing this post, my mouth is watering thinking about those hot, oily sticks of delectable glucose.

IS THIS WHAT SEXUAL ATTRACTION IS SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE???? BUT FOR ASS INSTEAD OF BREAD?????? HAVE I BEEN WRONG ABOUT WHAT ATTRACTION IS SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE?????????

Now at this point in time I had actually been questioning for a while, and had considered that I might actually be ace (I started down the asexuality rabbit hole doing research for an asexual character I was working on). I knew about the different types of sex, and the difference between sex and kink, and how aces can be sex positive or sex negative, but I mean I wasn't opposed to sex. Like I didn't really crave sex as much as my peers, but it's not like I just didn't feel sexual attraction, right?

But this bread is what made everything finally click for me. This is what attraction is supposed to feel like: carnal desire.

I never really had that carnal desire. Every "crush" I've had on real people wasn't really sexual (they probably weren't even crushes to begin with). I just saw some people I thought looked nice and decided to act shy around them because that's what you're "supposed" to do, not because I was actually interested in them. And when I felt attraction, it was always "I wish I looked like them" or "They look like they give good hugs" or "I wanna get closer to that person", not "I wanna bone them".

So uh, moral of the story: the garlic bread stereotypes are true for me.

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It’s heaven for us
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I just realized why I became this way

I have abusive parents. But that's fine, every parents in my country is abusive by default. They are mental ill AF and they loudly argue about their sex life ever since I had ears to hear. I'm 25 now and nothing about them has changed. But on top of that, both my mother and my father when they are alone with me would talk about sex to me unsolicited. I could never spoke a word back to them to make them stop because in this country parents being abusive and children being mute and subservient in fear of being physically beaten is the cultural norm.
Recently, I decided to take a serious look at the concept of mental health. although there is no such thing as psychiatrist in this desolate wasteland, I've been getting really into meditation. And then I realized that I became aroace because my parents made me so disgusted at sex. Thinking about even the abstract concept of it makes me feel vomit inducing disgust. And it's ruining my life because I love memes and internet culture and every time I come across suggestive fanarts or even just joke comments under a post, it painfully disgusts me.

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Found those on pinterest

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Shout out to my fellow Aegosexuals [Not My OC]
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Sorry for another post but I’m just so confused. Am I asexual?

The best I can think to explain is…


I am a soft butch lesbian skinnier version if that helps but not to stereotype

I want to cuddle a big masculine short hair stone cold butch.





 I want to be in a big masculine short hair stone cold butch lap leaned in, feeling their softness, womanliness; feeling their musk and masculinity as well. 

I want to help a big masculine short hair stone cold butch masterbate seeing them moan and make the faces.



I want to see a big masculine short hair stone cold Butch melt in softness and their womanliness. 

I don’t want to be touched sexually. 

I don’t think I have sexual attraction other than just for that. 

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