اللهم كره إلينا الموسيقى والغيبة والبهتان وحبب إلينا القرآن واجعلنا من الراشدين.

Friedrich Nietzsche said, “you yourself will always be the worst enemy you can encounter; you yourself lie in wait for yourself in caves and forests.”

The eternal self-conflict

The eternal war of self

According to the researchers, the color grey implies "a dark state of mind, a colorless and monotonous life, gloom, misery or a disinterest in life". Also, it represents neutrality and balance.

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it

Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind?
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing

Slipping through my fingers all the time

It's 2 am

The house is quiet
Everyone's asleep

But I lay awake awake on my sheets
I stare at the wall then look around my room

Some would say a little bit messy, I assume

Nothing where it belongs
Nothing where it should be

And then I realize
How alarming this must be

The messy room reflects my messy mind
The messy thoughts which keep me awake at night

My mind is like a bookshelf

It needs to be organized
It needs to be read

Read by someone who understands
Understand the things that I can't

But no one there
Just me, my room and my mind Reflecting each other in the middle of the night

So what can I do?
I ask myself

Knowing that tonight will always repeat itself

Not strong enough to get my mess together
No strong enough to get better

To get better at keeping my room organized
Cause I know it reflects my messy mind

-Tuana

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