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-ู…ูุฐูƒุฑุฉ ุงูุชุฑุงุถูŠุฉุŒ ู…ุณุงุญุฉ ุดุฎุตูŠุฉ-
ู…ู„ุงุญุธุงุช ูุชุงุฉ ุชูุญุจ ุงู„ุญูŠุงุฉ ุฅุฐุง ู…ุง ุงุณุชุทุงุนุช ุฅู„ูŠู‡ุง ุณุจูŠู„ุงู‹.

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Forwarded from ุตู„ุงุญ
"Something in me wants more. I can't rest"
- Sylvia Plath
ู…ูŽุง ุนูุฏุชู ุฃุฑูŽู‰ ุงู„ุฑู‘ูŠูŽุงุญูŽ ูƒูŽูŠูู…ูŽุง ุชูŽุฃุชููŠ..

ุฅู†ู‘ูŠ ุบูŽุงุฑูู‚ู ุญูŽูŠู’ุซู ู„ุง ุฑููŠุญู ูˆู„ุง ุณููู†ู..
๐Ÿ‘1
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"ูˆู„ู‚ุฏ ุฐูƒุฑุชูƒ ูˆุงู„ุบูŠุงุจ ูƒุฃู†ู‡
ุณู‡ู… ูŠูู…ุฒูู‚ู ุฃุถู„ูุนูŽ ุงู„ู…ูุดุชุงู‚
ูˆู„ุฑุจู…ุง ุฃุฑุฌูˆ ุงู„ู„ู‚ุงุก ูˆู„ู… ูŠูƒู†
ุฅู„ุง ุงู„ุจูƒุงุก ูˆูƒุซุฑุฉ ุงู„ุฃุดูˆุงู‚
ุฃู‚ุจู„ ูˆุฒุฑู†ูŠ ููŠ ุงู„ู…ู†ุงู… ูุฅู†ู‘ูŽู…ุง
ูŠุญุชุงุฌ ู‚ู„ุจูŠ ุฑุคูŠุฉ ุงู„ุฅุดุฑุงู‚"
๐Ÿค1
ู…ุงุฐุง ุฌู†ูŠุช ู„ูƒูŠ ุชู…ู„ ูˆุตุงู„ูŠุŸุŒ ุงู•ู†ูŠ ุณุงู”ู„ุชูƒ ู‡ู„ ุชุฌูŠุจู ุณูˆู”ุงู„ูŠ!

‏ุญุงูˆู„ุช ุงู”ู† ุงู”ู„ู‚ู‰ ู„ู‡ุฌุฑูƒ ุญุฌุฉ.. ููˆู‚ุนุช ุจูŠู† ุญู‚ูŠู‚ุฉ ูˆุฎูŠุงู„ูŠ.

‏ูƒู†ุช ุงู„ู‚ุฑูŠุจ ูˆูƒู†ุช ุงู”ู†ุช ู…ู‚ุฑุจูŠุ› ูŠูˆู… ุงู„ูˆูุงู‚ ูˆุจู‡ุฌุฉ ุงู„ุงู‚ุจุงู„.

‏ูุบุฏูˆุช ุงู”ุดุจู‡ ุจุงู„ุฎุตูŠู… ู„ุฎุตู…ู‡ุŒ ‏ุนุฌุจุง! ุงู•ุฐุง ู„ุชู‚ู„ุจ ุงู„ุงู”ุญูˆุงู„..
‏"ูˆู„ุชูŽูู‡ูŽู… ุงู„ู…ูŽูƒู†ููˆู†ูŽ ู…ูู† ู„ูŽู…ูŽุญุงุชูŠ
ูุงู„ุจูŽูˆุญู ููŠ ุจูŽุนุถู ุงู„ุฃูู…ูˆุฑู ู„ูŽู…ูุฎุฌูู„ู"
‏"ุญุฐุฑูŒ ุดุฏูŠุฏ ุจุนุฏ ุฃู…ุงู†ู ู…ูุฑุท"
Forwarded from ๐‘น๐’†๐’‡๐’๐’†๐’„๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ (๐Œ๐š๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ฎ)
But why do I notice everything? She thought.
Why must I think? She did not want to think.
She wanted to force her mind to become a blank and lie back, and accept quietly, tolerantly, whatever came.
โ€”Virginia Woolf, The Years 
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Forwarded from ุตู„ุงุญ
Forwarded from ุตู„ุงุญ
"But in that moment I understood what they say about nostalgia, that no matter if you're thinking of something good or bad, it always leaves you a little emptier afterward."

- John Corey Whaley, Noggin
I was turning numb. What happened to me didn't seem to matter. Sometimes I felt angry, but most of the time I felt I'd never felt so much nothing before.

- Hanif Kureishi
Sometimes I feel numb. It's not me moving my fingers and it's not me talking. Sometimes words get out of my mouth without knowing that. Sometimes I feel like I am watching myself reading a book or writing, from the corner of the room. How did I get from that body? I don't know. I am wondering what she is doing and why she is still alive. And as usual I go inside that body again to find a hollow. It's like there's a hole inside her. If you shout inside her, you'll hear your echo. She doesn't feel anything. She is so lonely. Thoughts rushes inside of her brain and make her feel like a roller-coaster.
When you ask her how she is, she'll answer "I'm doing great." But she is lying. She is not fine. She just can't put what she feels in words and sentences. So she will just sit on her bed, and stare at the wall till she sleep.


26 August 2023
It's too late
It's too late

Am I too late?
Am I running out of time?
"ูˆุฃุฎุฐุชู ุฃุณุฃู„ ูƒู„ ุดูŠุก ุญูˆู„ู†ุง
‏ูˆู†ุธุฑุชู ู„ู„ุตู…ุชู ุงู„ุญุฒูŠู†ู.. ู„ุนู„ูŽู‘ู†ูŠ ุฃุฌุฏู ุงู„ุฌูˆุงุจู’
‏ุฃุชูุฑู‰ ูŠุนูˆุฏู ุงู„ุทูŽู‘ูŠุฑ ู…ู† ุจุนุฏ ุงุบุชุฑุงุจู’ุŸ"