Forwarded from ู
ููฐุง ููุฑูุงุกู ุงูุณููุจูููู ๐๏ธ
ู
ูุง ุนูุฏุชู ุฃุฑูู ุงูุฑูููุงุญู ููููู
ูุง ุชูุฃุชูู..
ุฅููู ุบูุงุฑููู ุญูููุซู ูุง ุฑููุญู ููุง ุณูููู..
ุฅููู ุบูุงุฑููู ุญูููุซู ูุง ุฑููุญู ููุง ุณูููู..
๐1
ู
ููฐุง ููุฑูุงุกู ุงูุณููุจูููู ๐๏ธ
ู
ูุง ุนูุฏุชู ุฃุฑูู ุงูุฑูููุงุญู ููููู
ูุง ุชูุฃุชูู.. ุฅููู ุบูุงุฑููู ุญูููุซู ูุง ุฑููุญู ููุง ุณูููู..
ุชุฌุฑู ุงูุฑูุงุญู ุจู
ุง ุดุงุก ุงูุฅููู ููุง
ูููู ูุญูู ูู ูุฌู ุงูุจุญุฑู ูุงูุณููู
ูููู ูุญูู ูู ูุฌู ุงูุจุญุฑู ูุงูุณููู
๐1
Forwarded from 21๐ (- ๐๐'๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฑ๐ -)
โโจุณูุฑุฉ ุงููููโฉ.pdf
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"ูููุฏ ุฐูุฑุชู ูุงูุบูุงุจ ูุฃูู
ุณูู ููู ุฒููู ุฃุถููุนู ุงูู ูุดุชุงู
ููุฑุจู ุง ุฃุฑุฌู ุงูููุงุก ููู ููู
ุฅูุง ุงูุจูุงุก ููุซุฑุฉ ุงูุฃุดูุงู
ุฃูุจู ูุฒุฑูู ูู ุงูู ูุงู ูุฅูููู ุง
ูุญุชุงุฌ ููุจู ุฑุคูุฉ ุงูุฅุดุฑุงู"
ุณูู ููู ุฒููู ุฃุถููุนู ุงูู ูุดุชุงู
ููุฑุจู ุง ุฃุฑุฌู ุงูููุงุก ููู ููู
ุฅูุง ุงูุจูุงุก ููุซุฑุฉ ุงูุฃุดูุงู
ุฃูุจู ูุฒุฑูู ูู ุงูู ูุงู ูุฅูููู ุง
ูุญุชุงุฌ ููุจู ุฑุคูุฉ ุงูุฅุดุฑุงู"
๐ค1
Forwarded from ู
ููฐุง ููุฑูุงุกู ุงูุณููุจูููู ๐๏ธ
ู
ุงุฐุง ุฌููุช ููู ุชู
ู ูุตุงููุุ ุงููู ุณุงููุชู ูู ุชุฌูุจู ุณููุงูู!
ุญุงููุช ุงูู ุงูููู ููุฌุฑู ุญุฌุฉ.. ูููุนุช ุจูู ุญูููุฉ ูุฎูุงูู.
ููุช ุงููุฑูุจ ูููุช ุงููุช ู ูุฑุจูุ ููู ุงูููุงู ูุจูุฌุฉ ุงูุงูุจุงู.
ูุบุฏูุช ุงูุดุจู ุจุงูุฎุตูู ูุฎุตู ูุ ุนุฌุจุง! ุงูุฐุง ูุชููุจ ุงูุงูุญูุงู..
ุญุงููุช ุงูู ุงูููู ููุฌุฑู ุญุฌุฉ.. ูููุนุช ุจูู ุญูููุฉ ูุฎูุงูู.
ููุช ุงููุฑูุจ ูููุช ุงููุช ู ูุฑุจูุ ููู ุงูููุงู ูุจูุฌุฉ ุงูุงูุจุงู.
ูุบุฏูุช ุงูุดุจู ุจุงูุฎุตูู ูุฎุตู ูุ ุนุฌุจุง! ุงูุฐุง ูุชููุจ ุงูุงูุญูุงู..
"ููุชููููู
ุงูู
ููููููู ู
ูู ููู
ูุญุงุชู
ูุงูุจููุญู ูู ุจูุนุถู ุงูุฃูู ูุฑู ููู ูุฎุฌููู"
ูุงูุจููุญู ูู ุจูุนุถู ุงูุฃูู ูุฑู ููู ูุฎุฌููู"
Forwarded from ๐น๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐๐๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ฎ)
But why do I notice everything? She thought.
Why must I think? She did not want to think.
She wanted to force her mind to become a blank and lie back, and accept quietly, tolerantly, whatever came.
โVirginia Woolf, The Years
Why must I think? She did not want to think.
She wanted to force her mind to become a blank and lie back, and accept quietly, tolerantly, whatever came.
โVirginia Woolf, The Years
"But in that moment I understood what they say about nostalgia, that no matter if you're thinking of something good or bad, it always leaves you a little emptier afterward."
- John Corey Whaley, Noggin
- John Corey Whaley, Noggin
I was turning numb. What happened to me didn't seem to matter. Sometimes I felt angry, but most of the time I felt I'd never felt so much nothing before.
- Hanif Kureishi
- Hanif Kureishi
Sometimes I feel numb. It's not me moving my fingers and it's not me talking. Sometimes words get out of my mouth without knowing that. Sometimes I feel like I am watching myself reading a book or writing, from the corner of the room. How did I get from that body? I don't know. I am wondering what she is doing and why she is still alive. And as usual I go inside that body again to find a hollow. It's like there's a hole inside her. If you shout inside her, you'll hear your echo. She doesn't feel anything. She is so lonely. Thoughts rushes inside of her brain and make her feel like a roller-coaster.
When you ask her how she is, she'll answer "I'm doing great." But she is lying. She is not fine. She just can't put what she feels in words and sentences. So she will just sit on her bed, and stare at the wall till she sleep.
26 August 2023
When you ask her how she is, she'll answer "I'm doing great." But she is lying. She is not fine. She just can't put what she feels in words and sentences. So she will just sit on her bed, and stare at the wall till she sleep.
26 August 2023
"ูุฃุฎุฐุชู ุฃุณุฃู ูู ุดูุก ุญูููุง
ููุธุฑุชู ููุตู ุชู ุงูุญุฒููู.. ูุนููููู ุฃุฌุฏู ุงูุฌูุงุจู
ุฃุชูุฑู ูุนูุฏู ุงูุทูููุฑ ู ู ุจุนุฏ ุงุบุชุฑุงุจูุ"
ููุธุฑุชู ููุตู ุชู ุงูุญุฒููู.. ูุนููููู ุฃุฌุฏู ุงูุฌูุงุจู
ุฃุชูุฑู ูุนูุฏู ุงูุทูููุฑ ู ู ุจุนุฏ ุงุบุชุฑุงุจูุ"