Now let's look at an old video that I'm sure went completely over everyone's heads.

Because maybe if you actually knew what was happening behind that video, you would understand why I am so fucking angry.

We went to California and had 72 HOURS to pack up an entire house.
72!!
Think about that.
Think about how physically exhausting and mentally devastating it is to move your entire life. Now add extreme threats. Police reports. Fear. An active cybercrime that was putting money toward hurting 2 women and anyone else who dared to get in the way.
That was the reality we were living in.
My mom and I didn't have an army waiting for us.
We had a handful of angels with us and a phone full of virtual angels around the world.

Angels who drove for hours. People who were fighting their own battles but still showed up because they knew we needed help. People who walked into the middle of our chaos and did whatever the hell they could to help us get out safely.

What was supposed to be a home became a fucking battlefield before the boxes were even closed.

And while we're trying to get everything out, our car is dying from the thousands & thousands of miles we've already driven across this country.

So we rent a car.
We leave California.
We drive one of our angels to the airport before Mother's Day.
Then we turn around and drive all the way to Texas.

Do you understand what that means?
We didn't go home.
.. didn't crawl into bed.
..didn't get to sit somewhere safe and fall apart or grieve.

We didn't get to process the fear.
We didn't get to fucking breathe.

We cleaned ourselves up.
We wiped the exhaustion off our faces, swallowed the tears, panic, rage...And we showed up to an event because WE GAVE OUR WORD.

Even though people were being threatened.
Even though we were exhausted beyond words.
Even though we had just been through hell. We still showed up. And here's the part that makes my blood boil..

People were sitting on their couches crying about the threats they were receiving.

WE WERE LIVING THEM!

We came straight out of hell and walked right back into the fucking frying pan.
Why?
Because we still had hope.

Hope that the investigations that had been done would finally connect somewhere.

Hope that someone would finally listen.
.. that maybe all of this suffering wasn't for nothing.

Hope that someone would finally give a damn about CHILDREN!!!

To everyone who stood with us in Texas— Thank you.

You showed up when it mattered, & I will never forget that.

But to the people who had a problem with us being there?
To the people who questioned us & who sat safely at home judging 2 women who had just dragged themselves thru hell to keep their word FOR CHILDREN & their own child...You're a damn coward!

And I'm done pretending that doesn't piss me off.

I'm fucking tired of people asking us:
"Why don't y'all just go find a home and rest?"

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?
HOW?

How the hell are we supposed to just "find a home" when we've poured everything we have into surviving?

How are we supposed to rest when every time we try to put our lives back together, something else comes crashing down because the system won't do shit and many people that are still sleeping are standing in the way of movement for a real movement!

How are we supposed to rebuild when we've spent every last dollar, every ounce of energy, every piece of ourselves trying to get through the next day?

You want to know what we have?
We have nothing left but truth. The truth will cost you more than you could ever sell it for!
We have poured our money ,time, bodies, minds, safety, relationships
..our fucking lives.

And somehow people still have the nerve to look at us and ask why we're exhausted.

WE ARE EXHAUSTED BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN FIGHTING FOR OUR LIVES.

We are angry because we have been ignored.

We are heartbroken because we have watched people run when things got dangerous.

We are furious because some of the loudest people disappeared the second they were asked to actually stand beside us or beside the children.

And we're fucking done being made to feel guilty for being tired.

We're done being questioned by people who have never had to make the choices we've had to make.

We're done being told to rest by people who have never had to fight just to survive another day.

You want to know why we're still standing... Because we didn't have the luxury of falling.

We didn't walk into Texas from a safe house or place of comfort or after a peaceful vacation.

WE WALKED INTO TEXAS STRAIGHT OUT OF HELL ready to stand against demons that we have already faced...

So before you judge another video...
Before you question another decision...
Before you ask why we didn't just stop talking or fighting..

Before you tell us we should have stayed home or quiet...

Remember this..
You weren't there.
You didn't see what happened behind the camera.
You didn't see what it took to get those damn boxes packed.
You didn't see the threats, the fear, we didnt have time for or the exhaustion.

You didn't see the tears we didn't have time to cry.

You didn't see two women running on nothing but adrenaline, rage, and the tiny bit of hope we had left.

So don't sit there and tell us how we should have done it.
You weren't there...
And if you think we are angry now?
You have no idea.

Because after everything we've survived, after everything we've lost, after every person who turned their back when the fire got too hot—

We are done being quiet just to make everyone else comfortable.

We are done protecting the feelings of people who never protected ours.

We are done apologizing for surviving.

And we are done acting like this fight didn't cost us everything.

We didn't come to Texas because it was easy.
We came because we were desperate for someone—ANYONE—to finally give a damn.

And if that truth makes you uncomfortable?
Good.

Maybe now you'll understand why we're so fucking tired and angry!

And maybe, just maybe, you'll finally understand that when you see us standing—

you're looking at 2 women who should have collapsed a long damn time ago.
But we're still here.

And we're not fucking done...
#allycarter

I’m trying like hell not to rage today. I feel nauseous, I’m exhausted, and I’m still screaming underwater while people pretend they can’t hear me.

Go read my last two posts. Actually read them. Because apparently, a lot of what I say goes straight over people’s heads. And for those who think they can rewrite history...the internet is forever smart ones.

When I’m fully back on my feet, it’s my turn to testify. And let me be clear: I’m done searching for the right words to make people comfortable.

If the justice system refuses to change, then we need to change the voices demanding justice...and we need to get a hell of a lot louder.

We are barely hanging on to one last thing and then we have nothing to lose.

Unhinged and feral for truth doesn't explain what i will turn into.... try me. Matter fact ... watch me.
Actually ffs... HELP ME don't just sit there!!

My mom and I have plans to rattle the gates of hell until something breaks or we do.
#allycarter

instagram.com/allysonleilani…

Fuck you Lesane Outlaw!! Your sisters, your brothers, your mama, your daddy and every sad fucked up mf in the OUTLAW FAMILY.
You little fussy ass bitch!
I hate you and the rest of you evil pieces of shit that thought you could delete me.
Stay on the furthest side of hell on earth you lying, fake, gay, sorry, controlled, bully ass Boule, spineless, dickless, hopeless, useless waste of Satan's creation!

Fucking pedophile!!

Let me show you...THIS.
This is what we were doing BEFORE TEXAS.
Turning in cans for a few dollars.

Not because it was fun...we were trying to survive.

Trying to put a couple of dollars back in our pockets so we could KEEP GOING.

So before anyone else opens their mouth about how much money they think we have, let me make this crystal fucking clear: WE ARE NOT ROLLING IN MONEY.
We are rolling in TRUTH. And apparently, people still don't understand the difference🤦🏽‍♀️
Truth doesn't make you rich, comfortable, or popular.
TRUTH COSTS YOU.

It costs you sleep, safety, relationships, peace, and pieces of your life that you will never get back.

Truth is ugly,dirty, and it's fucking exhausting.
Truth is standing in the middle of the wreckage and refusing to lie about what you see.
THAT IS WHAT WE HAVE.

So I'm showing you this because apparently I have to spell it out before what comes next.🫩
I told you we had to pack an entire house in 72 HOURS. 72!!!!

Because a person who presented themselves as an advocate for children called the Black Panthers and asked for our murder. Let that sentence sink in. ASKED FOR OUR MURDER.

And somehow we're still expected to shut the hell up and pretend everything is normal.

Then a cybercrime situation surrounds ME. Why? Because we are getting too close to something.

Too close to questions people don't want answered and truths people don't want dragged into the light. Right Lesane? That's why Eddie's friend from the Navy helped you delete 4 of my accounts.

And while we're running for our fucking lives, people are sitting comfortably behind their phones, scrolling past it like it's another piece of internet drama.

WAKE THE FUCK UP.
You've been told about government experimentation MK ULTRA BY YOUR OWN GOVT!

You've been told about children being abused and trafficked... powerful and small people being accused and shown guilty of horrific crimes by your OWN GOVT and every power of authority that surrounds you. Including the schools that you are getting ready to drop your kids off and leave them there.

You've been told things that should have every parent in this country standing the fuck up and demanding answers more than the orchestrated rage of BLM.

And what happened...NOTHING.

You got distracted and entertained.
You got another BS event to watch.
Another celebrity to worship.
Another scandal to argue about.
Another distraction to keep you looking anywhere but where the questions actually are.
And you know what....I'M FUCKING SICK OF IT.

Because while you're distracted, people like us are living the consequences.
We are the ones paying the price.
We are the ones who have had to pack our lives into damn boxes and run.

We are the ones who have been threatened, silenced and told to shut up, sit down, and stop asking questions.

NO.
FUCK. THAT.

I am not shutting up and neither should you.
Because I'm telling you right now:

THE NEXT TURN IS COMING.
And when it does, there will be chaos, distractions, misinformation.

There will be people screaming over each other so loud you can't hear the truth.
There will be people trying to bury the questions before anyone gets answers.

And when that happens, I don't want to hear:
"Why didn't anyone warn us?"
I'M FUCKING WARNING YOU RIGHT NOW.

Before the next distraction hits—
GET IN THE COMMENTS.

Find the people with the power to act and who claim they represent you.
Find the people who promised to protect children. The media, congress, advocates, POTUS, etc...

And ASK THEM.
WHAT. THE. FUCK. IS. GOING. ON?

Don't worship them.
Don't blindly trust them.
Don't sit quietly while they tell you everything is fine and trust the plan.
QUESTION THEM!!
PRESS THEM.
HOLD THEM ACCOUNTABLE.

And if you're asking me:
"What can I do?"
THAT.
THAT IS WHAT YOU CAN DO.

Demand transparency& answers.
Demand that survivors are heard.

Because one day you may wake up and realize the thing you thought could never happen to you—HAPPENED.
& by then, you won't be asking how to help a stranger.
You'll be screaming for someone to help YOU.

So don't wait until it's your family or your child.
Don't wait until you're standing in the fucking ashes wondering why nobody listened. Because I am fucking done watching people wake up only after the fire reaches their own front door.

#allycarter

Cody thank you! It was an honor to meet you man and reading this message tells me that you're my type of people! 🥹👊🏾 You get it. Thank you. I will be in contact with you soon. I would love to just send you some extra bracelets and hugs you and your moms way. Thank you for getting it! Thank you!❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

This is part one of me breaking down the post ally told everyone to go and re read . I encourage all of y'all to re read it as well because the details and wording of what she put out is very important

1. Ally mentions someone who presented themselves as an advocate gave the black panthers her address and asked for ally's murder .
-- My question is who is this advocate and where are they currently ? Is this so called advocate working with children currently?

2. Ally mentions she had only 72hrs to pack a whole house . The word had is very important because it implies ally didn't have a choice or someone gave them a timeline of when they needed to move . I don't know about y'all but this is screaming something is seriously not right and some force with power was orchestrating this .

After meeting Ally and Shelly I don't believe these are some weak sissy women that buck or flinch over some people saying some mean words to them I believe that whoever is doing this is doing much much worse things then saying some scary things to them . I believe these women are very much in danger and have been dealing with trying to survive and not being killed on a daily basis . I believe that someone is actively forcing them into a corner and taking away their choices / options ... This is part one of my input I will be back for a part two to break things down further . I encourage whoever cares to take action with me and start deep diving into this so we can effectively help them . We can pray all day long but we must also start taking action - love y'all

Cody is 💯 right. There is a court hearing coming up soon and shouldn’t Judge Joshua Knight hear the full story about the real cybercrime that has been taking place and that both parties involved in the case he will be hearing soon were the actual perpetrators not victims. Maybe we should start there and start fighting back…sometimes we need to flip the tables and throw the stone at the giants 🙏🏻

Southwest Justice Center
Attn: Judge Joshua Knight (Dept. S103) 30755-D Auld Road
Murrieta, CA 92563

Case# CVSW2600435

Thank you sis.
Trying to find the words...Give me a little bit.

We are in danger when the other shoe drops and we are NOT moving. We can't. The only thing that we can do is face whatever demon comes head on so let's go.

Check-ins will be on a 4 until it is necessary to move them, insurance holders.

Admin angels I will give you the number to the closest police department in case of an extreme emergency and we can't communicate.

We have had enough...
We are getting off this hamster wheel dead or alive.
😤Allyson Carter