Ive been sitting back trying to think of what to say. And I just don’t know so I’m just gonna type.

I can tell you how I feel personally, but I wont tell you how you should feel. I’m hurt. I’m angry. I feel betrayed and I feel left out to dry. I also feel hope, and Light, and an underlying peace. Ive vented, Ive yelled, Ive had my down moments. I am a human being - this is natural.

However - I still have my faith in God that this is going to flip and we will see Trump back in office. This is what I believe at my very core despite all the noise and anger. I still trust what we have been shown, and I still trust and believe things WILL be set right.

That said - if you wanna be angry, be angry, if you wanna cry, cry, if you wanna vent, vent.

If you wanna walk away, walk away. I wont begrudge you. I would advise that you vent, pray, and get back on the horse, though. But that’s just me.

Ive seen miracles come out of nowhere when you least expect them. I’ve seen Light crop up when all seemed shrouded in darkness. The impossible IS possible. I know that much.

I also know this - we needn’t devolve to violence or physical outbursts. Be mad, but be calm about it. Attacks aren’t necessary. Physical violence and destruction is NOT necessary nor condoned. Do not allow your energy to be sucked down to their level. Keep your Light intact, and always walk within it. Vengeance is up to GOD, and only GOD, it is not up to us. I promise, descending into madness and violence will serve no one any good. So I implore you to find your center and operate from a place of love and peace.

I leave you with a prayer;

Lord, I’m weary. My energy is sagging, and my motivation is lagging. And I am so in need of you. I need your strength and your fresh touch to get back on track again. Your Word says the joy of the Lord is my strength. If that's true, then I need your joy to replace all the bone-tired parts of my mind, body, and soul.
The pressures of life sometimes push me into a corner, rendering me helpless to move forward. A hundred voices call my name, and I feel paralyzed at times to answer, not knowing where to turn.

Lord, help me not to quit, to keep running the race faithfully, and to find strength in that safe, secret place of yours, under the shadow of the Almighty.

Renew my strength, Lord. Fill me with your supernatural power to overcome each obstacle in my path. With my eyes on you, Lord, with you walking beside me, working through me, I can make it. Thank you, Lord!

In Jesus's name, Amen

I don’t advocate for violence. I want peace in my life time. Evil ass elite keep putting us in boxes and making people afraid of whichever group they are trying to get rid of. I don’t want anything to happen to the left that’s bad. I just want them to turn off the TV come to the bar and we’ll all have some beers and find some way to fix our corrupt government.

It’s up to us to fix this. And we can’t do that threatening each other.

I love you all. Let’s work towards peace.

Ages ago my mother dedicated this song to me. So I feel compelled to share it with all of you.

I promise, mama - Imma be a simple kind of man....

Lynyrd Skynyrd - Simple Man

"Simple Man"

Mama told me when I was young
"Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say
And if you do this it'll help you some sunny day"

"Oh, take your time, don't live too fast
Troubles will come and they will pass
You'll find a woman and you'll find love
And don't forget, son, there is someone up above"

"And be a simple kind of man
Be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"

"Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
All that you need is in your soul
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied"

"And be a simple kind of man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"

Oh, yes, I will

"Boy, don't you worry, you'll find yourself
Follow your heart and nothing else
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied"

"And be a simple kind of man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can?"

"Baby, be a simple, be a simple man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of simple man
Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can?"

https://youtu.be/sMmTkKz60W8

I felt inspired to write. Something I have not done in a very long time.

(It doesnt have a title. It is just my heart speaking through my fingers.)

Through the door you must now walk.
Save your voice, this isnt your time to talk.
I love you dearly, I love you so. This mama’s boy, is now alone.

You were my anchor, you were my heart.
My mom, my Angel, my golden start.
You held me high, and gave me love
You were my mom sent from above
Youve earned your wings, so wear them proud
For up in Heaven, sweet tea’s allowed.

A gift from God, you to me.
Eyes for me when I couldnt see.
So wise, so soft, so loving and pure.
My mother’s hug was my cure.
And her spirit I’ll love forevermore.
Ill miss you more than words can say.
My soul looks forward to reunion day.

But until then, I just ask you this;
Enjoy your peace and happiness.
Live your life in eternity.
Shine your light, and spread your wings.
A more blessed gift, I’ll never have
And please just know, that through all this ..

I’ll never bend, I’ll have Dad’s 6.

Youre not gone, youre in my heart, you always were, from the very start.

I love you, Mama Bear, I’ll see you there. 😢😢😢

“And when you take your shoes off at night, I hope ya slide em way under your bed, so you got to get on your knees in the mornin”

https://youtu.be/ESa45s7R4R8