لقد طفح الكيل.
لا أريد هذه الحياة بعد الآن.
خذني بعيدا من فضلك.
لا أستطيع التظاهر بأنني سعيد بعد الآن.

Once in a while I stop pretending to be the happy person everyone thinks I am.

I stop pretending to be the girl who's got sunshine and rainbow in her world and just be me - numb and slightly suicidal then everybody keeps asking "What's wrong with you today?"

I don't know how to answer that without bursting into tears so I cover it up with my "I'm okay's" and come back the next day with my filters on.

Look at me, it's happy me...

I am here until I'm not anymore.
Read that again!

አበቃ - La Fin!

Your presence in the next few seconds, minutes, hours or days isn't guaranteed!

Say it Now, whatever it is you want to say!
Do it Now, whatever it is you want to do!

Before it's too late...Please...you don't have time.

Where you focus your enery, it grows there!

I want to be ✨OKAY✨for halloween!

We poke each other's wound and worsen the pain because they told us "pain demands to be felt". It seems like we have found comfort in this toxicity.

Who you are and who you want to be are two different things.

Healing childhood traumas step by step.