Can we grow together?
Grow to be strong enough to let me put my hands on the places you are hurting and to trust you enough to see me angry and sad and resentful.
Can we grow together?
Grow to be wise enough not to poke each other's wound and worse the pain but instead heal them slowly and wholly.
Can we grow together?
Grow to find absolute freedom in our world. Grow free from every thing we were molded into believing against our will, grow free from all restraints,
Free from rules,
Free from society,
Free from life,
Free from death,
Hell! Even grow free from time for it is one hell of a bitch.
Can we grow together?
Grow in love.
I didn't say fall darling because everything that falls gets broken and we're left with only few healthy tendons, we can't afford to be hurt again.
Can we grow in love together?
Grow to be strong enough to let me put my hands on the places you are hurting and to trust you enough to see me angry and sad and resentful.
Can we grow together?
Grow to be wise enough not to poke each other's wound and worse the pain but instead heal them slowly and wholly.
Can we grow together?
Grow to find absolute freedom in our world. Grow free from every thing we were molded into believing against our will, grow free from all restraints,
Free from rules,
Free from society,
Free from life,
Free from death,
Hell! Even grow free from time for it is one hell of a bitch.
Can we grow together?
Grow in love.
I didn't say fall darling because everything that falls gets broken and we're left with only few healthy tendons, we can't afford to be hurt again.
Can we grow in love together?
I want to be where my worth in known,
Where my love is valued,
Where my energy is matched,
Where my offerings are reciprocated,
Where my presence is recognized.
Where my love is valued,
Where my energy is matched,
Where my offerings are reciprocated,
Where my presence is recognized.
Lesson 1:
Stop being the one who makes all the effort. Sit back and let the ship sink.
Stop being the one who makes all the effort. Sit back and let the ship sink.
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~THE WAY YOU LOVED ME~
Replace me with your favorite cigarette. My body with a piece of rolled paper and my blood with the tobacco inside. Seal me between your lips only to make me feel like I'm far from the ground, far from the dirt temporarily and you will see no difference in the way you hold me. Light me up with your matches and burn my tiny body slowly as if I were an inanimate and you will see no difference in the way you treat me. Inhale my sense of being, let the smoke circulate in your airways and diaphragm, mix with your blood and make you feel alive only to expel it from your lungs in the end and you will see no difference in the way you use me. Put me down on the ashtray for a second, reconnect my burning end with the ashes of my burnt down residue only to pick me back up and let what's left of me turn into fine particles of remains and you will see no difference in the way you care for me. Take and take all that I am and have, smoke me until the sponge filter is all that I'm left with and throw me into the dirt, stomp your feet over me and squash me and you will see no difference in the way you damage me. Replace the piece of cigarette with me and you will see no difference in the way you loved me.
Replace me with your favorite cigarette. My body with a piece of rolled paper and my blood with the tobacco inside. Seal me between your lips only to make me feel like I'm far from the ground, far from the dirt temporarily and you will see no difference in the way you hold me. Light me up with your matches and burn my tiny body slowly as if I were an inanimate and you will see no difference in the way you treat me. Inhale my sense of being, let the smoke circulate in your airways and diaphragm, mix with your blood and make you feel alive only to expel it from your lungs in the end and you will see no difference in the way you use me. Put me down on the ashtray for a second, reconnect my burning end with the ashes of my burnt down residue only to pick me back up and let what's left of me turn into fine particles of remains and you will see no difference in the way you care for me. Take and take all that I am and have, smoke me until the sponge filter is all that I'm left with and throw me into the dirt, stomp your feet over me and squash me and you will see no difference in the way you damage me. Replace the piece of cigarette with me and you will see no difference in the way you loved me.
- Aren't we all goddamned rats? -
"Rats chew on stronger objects to shorten their growing teeth in order to survive".
That's what us, humans, do as well. Chew on stronger objects, not in the sense of literally crunching metals or wood but in the sense of using others to mold the state of our existence. Our insecurities grow as time goes by and it is an undeniable fact that we shred someone else's emotions and drown them just to feel less insecure and think maybe that helps our survival. Fear gets the best of us and we bite on someone else's strength and weaken them just to feel less fearful as we leave them scared to death and think maybe that drives us to live another day. We rip and rip all the better and stronger being we come across just to shorten our growing teeth of problems never, for a fraction of seconds, caring about the damage we bring on others. Aren't we all goddamned rats?
"Rats chew on stronger objects to shorten their growing teeth in order to survive".
That's what us, humans, do as well. Chew on stronger objects, not in the sense of literally crunching metals or wood but in the sense of using others to mold the state of our existence. Our insecurities grow as time goes by and it is an undeniable fact that we shred someone else's emotions and drown them just to feel less insecure and think maybe that helps our survival. Fear gets the best of us and we bite on someone else's strength and weaken them just to feel less fearful as we leave them scared to death and think maybe that drives us to live another day. We rip and rip all the better and stronger being we come across just to shorten our growing teeth of problems never, for a fraction of seconds, caring about the damage we bring on others. Aren't we all goddamned rats?
I found you in a place I never thought I would in a million years. Now I don't know how to feel about you. It's like I fell from my skin and never recovered. I want disappear into the nothingness, let the poison in my throat explode. I hate you on days like this.