Sooooo it's been a while... And I'm at a place where I'm utterly confused about literally everything.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm living out of my body. Just roaming around and pouring myself into containers...just fitting anywhere.

Sometimes, I feel like a zombie. Like I'm not myself anymore and I've lost my characters. I don’t feel connected to nature or anything bigger than myself.

I miss me...I used to be so lively, used to do everything I wanted without feeling like I did something wrong, used to speak how I feel and not feel bad or scared for doing so, used to....used to....used to.....

I miss me