My Fire
Sundazer
i’m trying to hear myself, but it’s getting harder every day. i can’t remember yesterday or even my own name. my fire slips away from me.
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Sundazer – My Fire
i chased a dream that wasn’t mine, i was a shark with stripped-off fins. every second drags me down, to the six underground.
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Sundazer – My Fire
my fire slips away. it fades within the grey. no tension, just decay. it suffocates within the gray in an endless race to drain.
اگزیستانسیال
Sundazer – My Fire
2:44 my voice dissolved in static noise.
my eyes are clogged with dust of lies.
my ears ring from days long gone.
my heart slows down and i become no one.
my eyes are clogged with dust of lies.
my ears ring from days long gone.
my heart slows down and i become no one.
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Sundazer – My Fire
my fire, don’t slip away, don’t fade within the grey, bring back all my pain. please, let me blaze again.
...Not yet
In One Place
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In One Place – ...Not yet
3:10 it was like black magic. a secret nobody should ever know, a key to unlock a forbidden garden maze. the bottom of a hill, these enclosed claustrophobic concrete walls.
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In One Place – ...Not yet
4:58 empty squares and voids, blackened halls. shallow water splashing away to inspect these figures on pedestals. down the long corridor, looking down the dam, take the ride to the bottom.
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In One Place – ...Not yet
when i realize once more, everything becomes so clear, like i knocked on the door and rang the bell. now i can't look away.
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In One Place – ...Not yet
7:06 just remember when i wasn't, to focus on when i'm not, to wonder where they go. now the fountains are spewing blood, don't think i don't know where this is heading.
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In One Place – ...Not yet
ready to dive head first down the well, on the edge of the stormy sea of pollution in the sinking ship. taking on water spiraling down, nearing the edge of the world.
trying so hard to climb toward an education for myself and yet the only future i see for myself is the nearest graveyard in town.
like who tf are you trying so hard for when you don't even see yourself in your 30s?
you would run thousands of miles with your bare feet just to not put them in my shoes, to not feel how i feel.