how can i keep on living when the reason of death is standig right infront of me in the mirror?
i need a reset. a new start in somewhere else, anywhere, just not this fuckass country.
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i can see how my hopes and dreams vanishing in front of my eyes every day and i can't do anything about it.
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i hope there's no another life or that kind of shit bc with the type of luck i have, i may re-live this nightmare again.
which fucking part of my life is going in the right direction that my sleep schedule should be the same?
"where's your sword?" in my heart as a new piercing. you like it?
i mean i don't have anything and yet, the universe is even taking the nothing i have as well.
killing myself is overrated, i need a natural cause to take away my life from me.
fuck this fuckass country and its fucked in the head people. i can't fucking stand anyone or anything anymore.
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i don't even want you to release me from here, just slit my throat atp.
there are so many excuses to be executed for in this shit that we call life.
we don't even live. we're just here, exist in the most wrong place and wrong time of history.
i need something to happen. idgaf what is it going to be exactly, just make it HAPPEN for fucks sake.
No One Is Ever Going to Want Me
Giles Corey
i'm armed to the teeth like a fucking animal. i ruin everything, i get my bony hands on.
and here we go now over the bridge
of sighs, we will get a cross like Christ, crucified. it's like a birth but it is in reverse. never gets better, always gets worse.