remember to die before trying to talk about how you feel to someone you shouldn't say a single word.

you may say i'm trauma dumping, but that shit really happened to me.

i never wanted from anyone to put themselves in my shoes and see how it feels to be like me bc they may not survive the first 2 hours and it's humiliating.

you don't deserve to be like me either in the good or bad way, cause you'll be the one suffering.

keep on wondering around about how things could've been better, to buy some more time to survive.

i'm not patient. if something is going to happen, let it happen. otherwise i'll go buy a gun.

جدی دیگه نمیتونم. توان و کششِ جسمی و روحی‌ام به باریک‌ترین نقطه خودش رسیده و هر آن امکان داره پاره بشه.

اگر قرار نیست تموم بشه یک خبری بدید حداقل تا برم یک تفنگ و چند عدد تیر بگیرم خودم رو تموم کنم.

اخه مگه چقدر این دنیا ميتونه بدون عدالت باشه؟ البته که میدونستم چقدر، اما دیگه نه تا این حد.

در تایم‌لاینی که داخل نیویورک‌تایمز نماز جماعت برگزار میشه، تنها مقصد ایده‌آل مهاجرت اون دنیاست.

just bomb the whole world atp.

will the realization ever dawn upon you the way it did to me?

i’m drowning in the bathtub full of my own regrets, i scrape my skin with thoughts you left behind.

3:30 i’ll never be home again.

at the end of the day, i find myself where i kept running from it. again.

it feels so wrong to this way, so wrong that it makes me think of being an outlaw.

in fact i am an outlaw. there's so many rules in this world and i can't keep up with them. it makes me sick.