it doesn't matter what it would cost, the matter is to feel. rather alive or dead. just to feel something.
i never tried to fully explain how i feel since i knew i'd get executed for it or sent to a mental hospital because of it.
it may make me look insane, but unfortunately or not, this is what i am.
i tried to escape from it, but i failed. too many times actually. it's like a never ending cycle of existential crisis.
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Forwarded from 𝗅і𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝖻ꫀɾɾ𝗒
"Are you okay?"
no I want to leave this country and start a new life.
no I want to leave this country and start a new life.
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اگزیستانسیال
Crowbar – New Man Born
1:26 been crushed, been fucked, been used, new man born from all of this. saw it coming for a long time. punishing me no more.
i wish i could left the human interaction behind and socialize with a cat instead.
"to left everything behind and start over" actually i would just left. without a single trace.
it's not your fault tho, we're humans. we were designed to be like this.
اگزیستانسیال
we've done so much to deserve it.
for a human being, killing is the most natural thing in the world. either others or yourself. we were created for it.
اگزیستانسیال
PlasticSkin – The Hillhouse
in my mind, who's gonna answer my question? my biggest fear is not coming back home.