the concept of surviving that long that i may see my 30s, scares the shit out of me.
why can't we just die and then come back when everything gets better?
even dying in this economy costs so much money, the best i can do is to disappear.
i need to come back to the mother nature's womb where i am buried 6ft underground.
زندگی یک رشته رنجهایی است که مدام شدیدتر میشود و با سرعت پیوسته فزایندهایی رو به پایانش، که عذابی بینهایت هولناک است، میشتابد.
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Unholy Life
Have a Nice Life
it's in the air, you know you see it. they're spinning there, that's how they fucking get around. but i can hold my breath until they take it.
i have an unholy life.
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i never liked the concept of celebrating. what if it never happened and things would be better off with it?
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i'll never celebrate something that i never wanted to happen. from birth to something successful. even death. there's nothing valuable in this world to celebrate it.
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you may say why should we celebrate death, well i should say why tf we should celebrate birth that would ends up to death itself?
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idk. you do what you do and please stay the fuck away from me.
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Time Bomb
Blade and Bath
i'm feeling this feeling
i can't really explain. my being feels pointless, all i feel is hate. something eats me alive and i bleed deep inside. my guts explode, my brain blows up, a bloody mess's what's left behind.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Time Bomb
2:07 i want to burst open. too much time's been wasted on waiting for the moment to cause the explosion.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Time Bomb
i've been silent for too long, ignoring my hatred. now i'm a slow ticking time bomb.