it's not enough. it was never as the amount of things i wanted to.
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the fact that we always want more when we don't even have as small as a drop of it, makes me feel sick.
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it's not about being thankful because there's literally nothing to be thanked for.
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and i hate to get used to what i have, but i hate to have more of what i know i don't deserve as well.
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i yearn for the end. idgaf what would awaits me after that, i just want to make it to an actual end.
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my jealousy for dead people will never subside. it could've been me.
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Burial Society
Have a Nice Life
i close my eyes a better man, or imagine that i can imagine such a thing and it goes on and on and on and on like that. project myself into the air, and float
in a weightless night.
it’s better than sitting heavy backed and sending waves of anxious hate into the street trying to shut down the stop lights.
it isn't real, but it feels real.
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اگزیستانسیال
Have a Nice Life – Burial Society
2:23 as i crane my neck to an emptiness, better than knowing nothing at all. i feel it
in my chest i know myself.
in my chest i know myself.
اگزیستانسیال
Have a Nice Life – Burial Society
cut my wrists, slit my throat, take this body and string it up, cause i'll never know.
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اگزیستانسیال
Have a Nice Life – Burial Society
“i’m weak again, stay inside, hate everything” well hey, that’s our lot, and i’m already inside out.
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اگزیستانسیال
Have a Nice Life – Burial Society
and i’ll never know what you said because i’ll be fucking dead by then.
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the concept of body functions when there's not a single motivation in the control room (my brain).
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i don't need to fell in love or became enemies with someone when i have my brain.
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my brain gets so horny when it sees a wall. like damn you really wanna smash yourself to it and make it all bloody red over don't ya?
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don't you ever try to threaten me with death. it's my brain's daily task to do, not yours.
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