it feels like i'm talking on a stage and the audiences are my other 428 personalities.
there's so many voices in my head that i can't fucking hear my songs or even myself clearly anymore.
my therapy is smoking a cigarette in honor of the failure i’ve become.
i know i didn't end up anything, but from the age of 14 i always knew i didn't want to be nothing as well.
all i have is hatred, sorrow, and big amount of failures from the seconds i born till now. take it all or leave it.
خون خیابونهای شهر میشه شرابِ
شیرینِ شیراز واسه تو، از جان من.
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In My Mind
Blade and Bath
in my mind, they die.
so violently, so helplessly.
in my mind, i make them cry, beg for life, wrong place, wrong time. in my mind, i took my life. oh, my brutal fantasies, i see them everywhere.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – In My Mind
my contempt grows quietly, my human insides destroyed violently. there's nothing left in my soul that makes me human anymore.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – In My Mind
2:16 can't hide my emotions, they seep out of every pore. the humans make the planet a fucking whore, the problem's that humans are still alive. it'd be nicer and calmer if they fucking died.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – In My Mind
can't stand them, can't listen, it hurts my head. i hope one day i wake up and they all are dead.
looking at sunrise while smoking my morning cig and thinking about why i'm not turning into dust as well.
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there's no more brain to be eaten by the lack of sleep, it's eating my whole body.
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i hate to admit that i'm trying my best to surviving when there's literally nothing to fight for.
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Mother_Father
Swans
now mother/father, now bloody mind. now killer father, now mother mind.
2:04 / there's a place in space where violence and love collide inside, and solid is wide. and heat is cold and birth is death. and creation and time, are made from fucking destruction.
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