anything can ruin your day like hell if you are really sensitive enough.
i'm not nonchalant about it, actually there's nothing i can do about it.
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these past few days taught me that i don't need to actually get hit by a bullet in my forehead to feel dead.
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اگزیستانسیال
TOOL – Right In Two
don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around? plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys.
اگزیستانسیال
TOOL – Right In Two
1:40 angels on the sideline, baffled and confused. father blessed them all with reason and this is what they choose?
اگزیستانسیال
TOOL – Right In Two
2:48 monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground. silly monkeys, give them thumbs, they make a club and beat their brother down. how they've survived so misguided is a mystery.
اگزیستانسیال
TOOL – Right In Two
5:42 fight over the clouds, over wind, over sky and fight over life, over blood, over air and light, over love, over sun, over another fight for the time, for the one, for the rise.
اگزیستانسیال
TOOL – Right In Two
angels on the sideline again, benched along with patience and reason, wondering where this tug of war will end.
i can't feel sorry. sorry-ness can't describe the amount of shame that is in my chest for being the one who is still living.
in a world where that the one who is full of joy for living, gets killed and the one who yearns for death, survives.
there's nothing in it's right. but there's a lot of wrongs that shouldn't take places, but they do.
i'm afraid of the fact that i may don't have it in me anymore, not even a single drop.
Absolute Hatred
Blade and Bath
life of sadness has not been the same. what i've felt, i don't feel the same way. life of madness takes over me, blooming hatred is all i have left. life's collapsing; mine and theirs, i have hatred to myself and to them.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Absolute Hatred
there is no way i can escape. the wish to murder all of them, to rip off their heads, to slit their throats, to blow their brains out and to dance on their bones.