it's all because i get out of the imaginary world that i built in my head. i should've stayed there forever.
i wanted to say we should have all died, but then i remembered there's no difference in it with the situation we're in.
Lacrimarum
To/Die/For
اگزیستانسیال
To/Die/For – Lacrimarum
I'm afraid to face my fate. misery, sorrow and hate. dispair lives on, lives in everything.
اگزیستانسیال
To/Die/For – Lacrimarum
life is just a pain that I'll go through.
i have never known peace. my brain is evil and my body is a fucking cage.
manifesting the امشب میزنن topic so i can fool myself to keep living in this shit hole.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Alienated
1:55 all alone with my thoughts, maybe i'm dead or maybe alive.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Alienated
i've lost to the life. it's settled. you win, i die
اگزیستانسیال
Latter – I Don't Owe You
1:21 and i will wait, eat half my weight in gold. i don't owe you. i won't.
اگزیستانسیال
Latter – I Don't Owe You
i won't stretch myself out, you bleed my nerves dry. pretend you did nothing wrong, you know, i still hate you.
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