the amount of things we saw in this 2 weeks is enough for an appointment to be locked in a mattress room.
idk if i really need it or i'm just trying to make up something to keep going.
it's all because i get out of the imaginary world that i built in my head. i should've stayed there forever.
i wanted to say we should have all died, but then i remembered there's no difference in it with the situation we're in.
Lacrimarum
To/Die/For
اگزیستانسیال
To/Die/For – Lacrimarum
I'm afraid to face my fate. misery, sorrow and hate. dispair lives on, lives in everything.
اگزیستانسیال
To/Die/For – Lacrimarum
life is just a pain that I'll go through.
i have never known peace. my brain is evil and my body is a fucking cage.
manifesting the امشب میزنن topic so i can fool myself to keep living in this shit hole.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Alienated
1:55 all alone with my thoughts, maybe i'm dead or maybe alive.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Alienated
i've lost to the life. it's settled. you win, i die