اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Violence
the hatred grows, the soul leaves, and i'm alone with violence trapped in my hands.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Violence
oh i wish i had the guts to stab my chest 10 times and watch myself bleeding the fuck out.
there's no known word in all the dictionaries of all the human race languages to express how much hatred is buried in my chest.
i wish i had killed myself 2 years ago so i didn't have to be in this fucked up situation.
the amount of things we saw in this 2 weeks is enough for an appointment to be locked in a mattress room.
idk if i really need it or i'm just trying to make up something to keep going.
it's all because i get out of the imaginary world that i built in my head. i should've stayed there forever.
i wanted to say we should have all died, but then i remembered there's no difference in it with the situation we're in.
Lacrimarum
To/Die/For
اگزیستانسیال
To/Die/For – Lacrimarum
I'm afraid to face my fate. misery, sorrow and hate. dispair lives on, lives in everything.
اگزیستانسیال
To/Die/For – Lacrimarum
life is just a pain that I'll go through.
i have never known peace. my brain is evil and my body is a fucking cage.
manifesting the امشب میزنن topic so i can fool myself to keep living in this shit hole.