اگزیستانسیال
Paris – Breathless
you might say i'm crazy and i ought to calm down. but i'm just breathless, restless, and getting ready to go out right now.
اگزیستانسیال
Paris – Breathless
1:29 oh, i use to cry! when i heard about endings. all those endings, oh, about those saints who all crashed. yeah, when they found god was pretending.
Violence
Blade and Bath
my life that was given to me, i'm giving away. please take it for free. take it away. hang me on a tree, put me to sleep and never wake me up. this world is a mess that everyone seems to enjoy, that everyone seems to support. we all are fucked.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Violence
1:38 take me grim reaper in your hands. try to find my soul, i've lost it a while ago, since i've been born, since i've been alone.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Violence
the hatred grows, the soul leaves, and i'm alone with violence trapped in my hands.
اگزیستانسیال
Blade and Bath – Violence
oh i wish i had the guts to stab my chest 10 times and watch myself bleeding the fuck out.
there's no known word in all the dictionaries of all the human race languages to express how much hatred is buried in my chest.
i wish i had killed myself 2 years ago so i didn't have to be in this fucked up situation.
the amount of things we saw in this 2 weeks is enough for an appointment to be locked in a mattress room.
idk if i really need it or i'm just trying to make up something to keep going.
it's all because i get out of the imaginary world that i built in my head. i should've stayed there forever.
i wanted to say we should have all died, but then i remembered there's no difference in it with the situation we're in.
Lacrimarum
To/Die/For