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TWIN ION ENGINE – Feelings
i'm so tired all the time. in my feelings, in my mind. seep right through my thick, burning skull.
کاش میتونستم منِ ۱۴ ساله که با شوق و ذوق تا ساعت ۲ شب بیدار مونده و فکر میکنه دیگه کاری خلافتر از این حرکت نیست رو ببینم. چقدر گاوی تو بچه. چقدر گاویم بچه.
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واقعا دلم به حالِ منِ ۱۴ ساله میسوزه. طفلکی نمیدونسته قراره تبدیل به چه کثافتی بشه.
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Forty Six & 2
TOOL
join in, my child, and listen. digging through my old numb shadow.
my shadow's shedding skin, i've been picking scabs again. i'm down, digging through my old muscles, looking for a clue. i've been crawling on my belly, clearing out what could've been. i've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions. for a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in. i wanna feel the changes coming down, i wanna know what i've been hiding.
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TOOL – Forty Six & 2
i wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in. i wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing i've endured in.
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TOOL – Forty Six & 2
3:12 change is coming. now is my time. listen to my muscle memory contemplate what i've been clinging to forty-six and two ahead of me.
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TOOL – Forty Six & 2
i choose to live and to grow. take and give and to move. learn and love and to cry. kill and die and to be paranoid and to lie. hate and fear and to do what it takes to move through.
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TOOL – Forty Six & 2
4:44 see my shadow changing, stretching up and over me. soften this old armor, hoping i can clear the way by. stepping through my shadow, coming out the other side. step into the shadow, forty six and two are just ahead of me.
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"each day i'm fighting a war in my head and each day i'm the one fucking losing it."
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the concept of being unreasonably happy for just one night don't stick to my ass idk.
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like wtf do you mean by بزن برقص یه امشب رو شاد باش when you're whole life is falling apart, even at this very unlovable moment?
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عزیزم اون یک دقیقه بخوره تو سرت. میخوام هزاران دقیقه ازش کم کنی تا زودتر تموم شم برم پِی کارم.
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