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Mascara – Nova Ardor
2:38 i promise you, a future born from our fight. i promise you, you'll find the stars in motion.
i yearn for something that i quite literally don't know what it is.
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the function of yearning is so overwhelming, imagine wanting something you won't want after a while.
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78fahrenheit
Ethel Cain
held your birthday up in talladega, someone kissed you and it wasn't me. took the love she felt and masturbated, only winners get a winning streak. and you're a motherfucking winner baby, you cry about it every time you feel empty. why is everything about you, even when it's just you and me?
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Ethel Cain – 78fahrenheit
you walk so close to the road. i never stop you, call it sheer curiosity. i wonder why i'm alone, you say it's something wrong with me.
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Ethel Cain – 78fahrenheit
i get so sick from the touch, what'd i ever do to make him that fucking angry?
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Ethel Cain – 78fahrenheit
i care, but never enough. how much is enough? how much do you want?
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Ethel Cain – 78fahrenheit
2:24 where's your heart at when your hands are so unsurely all over me? fed me lies till i was starving. you knew what you wanted, it just wasn't me.
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Ethel Cain – 78fahrenheit
why is it so hard for you to love me? and why is it so cold in this room? is it something i did? and did i do it to you?
i used to think about how things could've turned out if i did or didn't do something about them, but as life goes on, you'll realize it was never about you.
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i still think about the way things used to be but they aren't anymore now. it makes me sad, and angry at the same time.
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i swallow down my morning grief through my throat as my breakfast to start the day.
Life Has Always Been This Shade
My Last Promise
i am not here, and pain
sets in. walls have been
this shade for many years.
and once again i scream.
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My Last Promise – Life Has Always Been This Shade
2:01 once again i scream, and i know it's again in vain.
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My Last Promise – Life Has Always Been This Shade
the walls are caving in and cries will not be heard, and everything that life resembles, will soon be gone.