i'm in a point in my life that if someone offers me cocaine, i'll do it. in multiple lines. there's nothing to lose atp.
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Night Ruined
Mascara
who's gonna save us from ourselves? there is no one here. in this strange atmosphere, there is no time here to face all my fears, to save us.
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Mascara – Night Ruined
4:06 who's gonna save us? i don't wanna die now. i just can't escape, stuck in a dark room, who's gonna save us?
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i'm sorry but it's the best for me to stay in my room and do not spread my disease with others. (i convince people to kill themselves)
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idk how should i feel about this. i barely even know how can i feel.
تنها دلیلی که هر روز صبح به طلوع آفتاب نگاه میکنم اینه که شاید احتمالاتم اشتباه نبوده و واقعا تبدیل به خاکستر بشم. شاید هم نشم. بهرحال امتحان میکنیم و انسان جایزالخطاست، اما خونآشامها؟ فکر نکنم.
واقعا دور از ادبه که من هر روز طلوع آفتاب رو میبینم و تبدیل به خاکستر نمیشم.
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Thoughts After The Gun Jams
My Last Promise
it's dawn. sweaty palms and shaky hands with knuckles turned to white, my tears run dry. this time stands still, i am terrified.
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My Last Promise – Thoughts After The Gun Jams
don't go. please, don't go. i hear your voice:
no please don't go!
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My Last Promise – Thoughts After The Gun Jams
2:39 and once again, i'm back to where it all began. to horror and despair.
looking at the brightness coming from my window while thinking about the absolute darkness of my future makes me insane.
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why is it so dark in here when there's light everywhere else? what does it takes to see the world the way it is, or maybe the way it isn't..?
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idk but it feels wrong, feels like i'm fooling myself or otherwise y'all are so fucking good in acting that you deserve an Oscar for it.
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