هروقت از چیزی لذت میبرم احساس بدی بهم دست میده چون میدونم که لایقِ این حس نیستم. شاید قبلا بودم، ولی اون مال قبلا ها بوده، دیگه نیستم.
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متاسفانه اونقدر با غم عجین شدم که نمیتونم در فعالیتهای روزمرهام دنبالش نگردم. انگار یک چیزی سر جاش نیست، انگار واقعی نیست.
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In the Eyes of Despair
My Useless Life
once again i believed in life, and once again betrayed. crushed without any chance. i never learn from my mistakes.
اگزیستانسیال
My Useless Life – In the Eyes of Despair
in the eyes of despair i see my destiny. take me somewhere safe, where i won't be lying to myself.
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ppl thinking about how they would style in their 60s and i barely think of tomorrow.
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ppl thinking about marriage and having kids while i think about human extinction.
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ppl think, while i overthink and overdose and feel overwhelmed and feel like shit.
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there's a line between being obsessed and being carefree about things and im not even in the line. actually idk where tf am i tbh.
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Your Bore
Seether
you make me feel like i'm a whore, like i'm the one who's there to bore you now. it's always gonna be this way. get the fuck away.
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اگزیستانسیال
Seether – Your Bore
cause i can't seem to show you what you wanna see, i can never give you anything you need. i'm sick of wasting time on what can never be. i cannot control you into wanting me.
اگزیستانسیال
Seether – Your Bore
you always wanna steal the light by stepping on the ones who fight for you, it's always gonna be the same.
اگزیستانسیال
Seether – Your Bore
2:10 i hate what you are. i'll break you and leave you scarred.
putting all this efforts to see another day of suffering and suffocation. it's bullshit.
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My Deserving Death
Sukkubys
indecisive day of contemplation, when will it end for all? when will i forgive myself for all that i've done? i don't deserve it.
i deserve to die.