a wise man once told me mother is the word for god, on the lips and hearts of all children.

you might say i shouldn't be in the cemetery tonight. i would say it's the safest place to be, cause everybody's dead.

here i lose myself in what once was, nothing less than a mirror for my death. i stare at my reflection and this is what it said. tear drops fall but it can't rain forever.

4:14 buildings burn and people die, but real love is forever.

the end, everything's always so clear in the end. nothing to amend, never need to pretend.

کاش همه‌ی آدم‌ها، در هر کجا که هستن، باهم متوقف شن.

هروقت از چیزی لذت میبرم احساس بدی بهم دست میده چون میدونم که لایقِ این حس نیستم. شاید قبلا بودم، ولی اون مال قبلا ها بوده، دیگه نیستم.

متاسفانه اونقدر با غم عجین شدم که نمیتونم در فعالیت‌های روزمره‌ام دنبالش نگردم. انگار یک چیزی سر جاش نیست، انگار واقعی نیست.

in the eyes of despair i see my destiny. take me somewhere safe, where i won't be lying to myself.

ppl thinking about how they would style in their 60s and i barely think of tomorrow.

ppl thinking about marriage and having kids while i think about human extinction.

ppl think, while i overthink and overdose and feel overwhelmed and feel like shit.

unfortunately i can't be normal about anything.