and her mind was born today. trying on a hat to sever my head, trying on a dress for bed. remind yourself to go sit by yourself alone. / 1:38

2:50 wishing for a what if? what if? what if?
and what if you turn to dust?

If you think my jokes are bad, you should see my life choices.

god knew i’d be too powerful if I was mentally stable.

some of yall don't need a Halloween custom, just walk in the street and people will runaway from you.

I have a lot of things to say but none of them are family friendly.

fuck Halloween, let's suck each others blood in an abandoned church and kill ourselves with sunshine

4:07 / my life is pain. that makes me breathe harder. that makes my chest heavier and makes me hold that blade with my shaky hands.

I fell again into that deep hole, where I can see no light, no paths, no hope. only suicidal thoughts.

all I have is pain. all I have is sorrow. all I have is hatred. all I have is a razor blade.

7:05 the thoughts inside my head, they're eating me from the inside. I can't escape them, they are with me forever.

I'm not sad that I wasn't invite into any halloween parties, I'm even barely and without permission in life's party either.

halloween is over but I'm still in my vampires era. fuck the sun, give me some blood and let me sleep eternally in my casket.

on the crest of fire, our wings are burning. how glorious the pain. and the ways of God, shriek out of tune. / 4:23
all is lost but hope.