I'm ready to give up and take my own life. anyway, I feel my death. It's so close that I can smell nothingness. / 1:42

3:47 someone would cry after my death, but some days will pass, and they will forget that I'm no longer there.

I wanna be dead for Halloween so bad.

someone please scare me with a BOO(M to my fucking head with a shotgun).

I don't need a Halloween custom to make people runaway from me.

for this Halloween I want to be myself. I assure you'll shit in your pants when you
see the real me.

2:13 / of course I cried when I heard they'd died and took a part of me, same time gave from beyond the grave, became what was to be.

3:01 If only I'd known how cool death is, I'd have killed myself sooner.

I don't know how to cry for help so I just give up and go completely insane.

why it's always about normal things? why can't we just be cool and different and mentally unstable?

my toxic treat is listening to songs that I've should listen to at my lowest and catching up the most goriest pics in pinterest at 5 am.

realizing that i didn't die in my sleep makes me act like a damn dog when I woke up.

and her mind was born today. trying on a hat to sever my head, trying on a dress for bed. remind yourself to go sit by yourself alone. / 1:38

2:50 wishing for a what if? what if? what if?
and what if you turn to dust?