bed rotting because suicide is lurking.

if you tell me a secret and I sweared to my life, you already know I won't keep it, cuz I'm suicidal and I don't have any life to swear on it.

به مرخصی نیاز دارم. خیر من شاغل نیستم. به من مرخصی با حقوق ماهیانه بدهید.

من واقعا سعی میکنم فعال باشم و برای زندگیم تلاش کنم و به چیزهای غیرمترقبه اهمیت ندم اما باز هم
بنظرم پوسیدن روی تخت گزینه‌ی بهتری هست.

I'm going back to 5(suicidal thoughts)5.

I'm going back to 5(rotting in bed)5.

I'm going back to 5(kill myself)5.

البته که روانی‌ام و دوست دارم هرچه زودتر بمیرم و نیست و نابود بشم پس فکر کردی این سلیقه‌ی موسیقی unique رو از کجا آوردم؟

I'm ready to give up and take my own life. anyway, I feel my death. It's so close that I can smell nothingness. / 1:42

3:47 someone would cry after my death, but some days will pass, and they will forget that I'm no longer there.

I wanna be dead for Halloween so bad.

someone please scare me with a BOO(M to my fucking head with a shotgun).

I don't need a Halloween custom to make people runaway from me.

for this Halloween I want to be myself. I assure you'll shit in your pants when you
see the real me.

2:13 / of course I cried when I heard they'd died and took a part of me, same time gave from beyond the grave, became what was to be.

3:01 If only I'd known how cool death is, I'd have killed myself sooner.