I wish the bags under my eyes had money in them.

0:36 / If I was in hell, would you retrieve me? If I was to tell you, would you believe me?

2:04 how would you feel if I was to go?
how would you feel if I was to leave?

nobody warns you how quickly you go from grown-up to suicidal.

look at the clouds through your window. they're so beautiful, aren't they? now jump off it.

my brain doesn't need a turn-off button, it's need a bullet into it.

wish I was smart, beautiful and dead.

0:51 / wander around, I wanna know what you think, what you make of it. don't look away, your hands are stained. this isn't damage, this is ruin.

bed rotting because suicide is lurking.

if you tell me a secret and I sweared to my life, you already know I won't keep it, cuz I'm suicidal and I don't have any life to swear on it.

به مرخصی نیاز دارم. خیر من شاغل نیستم. به من مرخصی با حقوق ماهیانه بدهید.

من واقعا سعی میکنم فعال باشم و برای زندگیم تلاش کنم و به چیزهای غیرمترقبه اهمیت ندم اما باز هم
بنظرم پوسیدن روی تخت گزینه‌ی بهتری هست.

I'm going back to 5(suicidal thoughts)5.

I'm going back to 5(rotting in bed)5.

I'm going back to 5(kill myself)5.

البته که روانی‌ام و دوست دارم هرچه زودتر بمیرم و نیست و نابود بشم پس فکر کردی این سلیقه‌ی موسیقی unique رو از کجا آوردم؟