my bipolar ass can't take it anymore.

sleeping for the rest of the day cuz fuck this shit I'm outta here.

I need to kill myself for 3-5 business days.

eternity signs to find a will is the result of humans loneliness. / 4:04

2:25 / I keep living without my own willing.

5:50 / no will, no hope and nothing for this endless pain.

mom was always saying what if your friend wanted to jump off the bridge, but she never realized I AM the friend that jumps off the bridge.

oversharing is literally suicide.

you wonder where my bipolar behavior comes from? did you see my dad's decisions?

مغز من یه قبرستونه که روش چادرِ سیرک برپا کردن.

1:09 / I’m numb, then I feel everything at once. and I’m low, but then I’m having so much fun. then I’m high, and that’s when I start to cry.

2:18 and I’m just really sorry that you can’t help me cause you try and you try and I see it in your eyes but nothing can make this fine.