there’s nothing wrong with me i’m just my father’s child. that's all.

نمیدونم، باید درموردش به deftones گوش بدم تا ببینم بعدش چی میشه.

میشه درمورد برنامه‌ام برای آینده سوال نپرسید؟
دوست دارم وقتی خبر مرگم رو می‌شنوید سوپرایز بشید. دوست ندارم اسپویل‌تون کنم.

0:51 / reborn, left to sigh. recure, maybe I'll be born and simplify the way I lie before.

3:10 / I get bored, a wish for real one.

I just wanna spend the night not wanting to kill myself for one time.

spending my will to live on pinterest with some random spotify playlist just to not kill myself.

how much aura did I lose when I mentally broke down because of a song that I used to listen to in my lowest?

yes I'm a yaper and do yapping.
but for the voices in my head ofc.

my hairloss due to overthinking is going insane.

I hate you. I get sick from the smell of you. I hate you. I'm stopping myself from killing you. you make me sick.
I regret all of it. I hate you.
I really do. / 0:35

I hate the way you're always right, even when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. / 0:19

my eyelashes are too heavy to carry tears that cuz of hatred.

if you ever find out how much hatred I have for my life, it would be at my funeral.