each day that goes by brings me closer to ending this shit that called life.

دیگه کار از جلو جلو ذوق کردن و کنسل شدن گذشته، کافیه بهش فکر کنی تا کنسل شه.

Le temps de te retourner.
J'ai déjà disparu, Car en fait je n'existe pas vraiment / 0:24

1:27
Vivre dans leur monde ne t'apportera rien.

i miss the old days back in 1995 back when i didn’t exist.

there’s nothing wrong with me i’m just my father’s child. that's all.

نمیدونم، باید درموردش به deftones گوش بدم تا ببینم بعدش چی میشه.

میشه درمورد برنامه‌ام برای آینده سوال نپرسید؟
دوست دارم وقتی خبر مرگم رو می‌شنوید سوپرایز بشید. دوست ندارم اسپویل‌تون کنم.

0:51 / reborn, left to sigh. recure, maybe I'll be born and simplify the way I lie before.

3:10 / I get bored, a wish for real one.

I just wanna spend the night not wanting to kill myself for one time.

spending my will to live on pinterest with some random spotify playlist just to not kill myself.

how much aura did I lose when I mentally broke down because of a song that I used to listen to in my lowest?

yes I'm a yaper and do yapping.
but for the voices in my head ofc.

my hairloss due to overthinking is going insane.