از بیانسه تشکر نمیکنم. زود باش منو بُکُش.

as human beings and even as spirits we are holding the visual meal live. / 2:33
we are barely alive.

i died in 2012 and none of this is real.

it doesn't matter if I had a full 14 hours of sleep or haven't been sleeping for literally 2 business days, I'm always tired and need to sleep.

"wow you're up in 8am, you must be an early riser." bro is my dimples under the my eyes are a fucking joke to you?

گودی زیر چشم‌هام از آینده‌ام سیاه تره.

I'm sorry I didn't text back. I was making up a whole new personality for our conversation.

I'm scared, I'm helpless.
I'm shaking, I'm weak.
My bones, I feel them breaking.
I'm tired of losing against me.
I'm lost, I can't win. / 1:36

my tongue is bleeding red from all the things I can't say.

I didn't wish for this before. I'm ashamed, I don't deserve to be here anymore.

dear god, kos madaret.

the urge to log off and die.

idk if I should take a nap or kill myself.

being alive is so expensive and I'm a cheap ass whore for living life.