the fact that I see sunrise every morning and didn’t die in my bed piss me out.

I want to be 13 again. no I won't change my life to get better, I'll end it this time.

از بیانسه تشکر نمیکنم. زود باش منو بُکُش.

as human beings and even as spirits we are holding the visual meal live. / 2:33
we are barely alive.

i died in 2012 and none of this is real.

it doesn't matter if I had a full 14 hours of sleep or haven't been sleeping for literally 2 business days, I'm always tired and need to sleep.

"wow you're up in 8am, you must be an early riser." bro is my dimples under the my eyes are a fucking joke to you?

گودی زیر چشم‌هام از آینده‌ام سیاه تره.

I'm sorry I didn't text back. I was making up a whole new personality for our conversation.

I'm scared, I'm helpless.
I'm shaking, I'm weak.
My bones, I feel them breaking.
I'm tired of losing against me.
I'm lost, I can't win. / 1:36

my tongue is bleeding red from all the things I can't say.

I didn't wish for this before. I'm ashamed, I don't deserve to be here anymore.