I need a new piercing that can be done with a gunshot.

عزیزم من نه درون‌گرا هستم نه برون‌گرا. من بگاگرا هستم. دنبال بگایی میگردم و کلکسیون جمع میکنم.

you're kind, but I'm not.
It seems that I forgot how
to care about anything but
my own despair. / 1:02

you're sweet, but I'm sick. I hurt myself for kicks. I'm lost but you're found, both feet firmly on the ground. and I'm so high, but still so low. I think l'm losing my mind.

the fact that I see sunrise every morning and didn’t die in my bed piss me out.

I want to be 13 again. no I won't change my life to get better, I'll end it this time.

از بیانسه تشکر نمیکنم. زود باش منو بُکُش.

as human beings and even as spirits we are holding the visual meal live. / 2:33
we are barely alive.

i died in 2012 and none of this is real.

it doesn't matter if I had a full 14 hours of sleep or haven't been sleeping for literally 2 business days, I'm always tired and need to sleep.

"wow you're up in 8am, you must be an early riser." bro is my dimples under the my eyes are a fucking joke to you?

گودی زیر چشم‌هام از آینده‌ام سیاه تره.

I'm sorry I didn't text back. I was making up a whole new personality for our conversation.