I love my tiktok fyp.

such a lovely sunny day, let's write a suicide note while the sunshine is burn the fuck out of my soul.

don't talk to me when I'm running a headache, I can't promise that I won't
smash our both head to a sharp corner.

نمیدونم شاید اگر یه گربه روی پاهام می‌خوابید درست می‌شدم. اگر روی قبرم می‌خوابید که دیگه چه بهتر.

وقتی مشکلی برام پیش میاد درموردش میخوابم و منتظر می‌مونم تا زندگیم رو به گوه بکشه و وقتی کار از کار گذشته، دوباره میخوابم تا یادم بره زندگیم به گوه کشیده شده.

I need a new piercing that can be done with a gunshot.

عزیزم من نه درون‌گرا هستم نه برون‌گرا. من بگاگرا هستم. دنبال بگایی میگردم و کلکسیون جمع میکنم.

you're kind, but I'm not.
It seems that I forgot how
to care about anything but
my own despair. / 1:02

you're sweet, but I'm sick. I hurt myself for kicks. I'm lost but you're found, both feet firmly on the ground. and I'm so high, but still so low. I think l'm losing my mind.

the fact that I see sunrise every morning and didn’t die in my bed piss me out.

I want to be 13 again. no I won't change my life to get better, I'll end it this time.

از بیانسه تشکر نمیکنم. زود باش منو بُکُش.

as human beings and even as spirits we are holding the visual meal live. / 2:33
we are barely alive.