“would you die for me” i would die for anyone or anything to end it but yeah sure.

my heart has become colder than this room. long time since I felt joy or happiness. / 0:51

listening to music and staring at sunrise makes me so disappointed, like how dare you still be alive and seeing this view?

my whole life is some kind of "try not to lose your shit" YouTube video.

I'm seriously try my best to not losing my shit but I can't promise I'd win it.

sorry I didn't text back I was feeding my delusions and obsessions.

I hate being alive and I don't have the balls to actually kill myself, so I sleep. I sleep to violate my existence.

1:51 / just let me mourn this loss with you, I have already started to. life is short, it is frail, and it leaves too soon.

“life is too short”
yeah i wanna make it shorter.

“but you don’t look suicidal” my fault let me just kill myself for a moment.

hurt me? bro you're not 2021.

Min själ är kall och rå / 0:52
Likt en rysk oljetrålare,
på ett Iskallt Decemberhav.