can't decide between if i should heal or just give up and go completely insane.

new month, new me(ntal breakdown).

seriously I don't know how do I make it to October, I should've died in some months of 2016.

واقعا به یه تراپیست ۸۰ تومنی نیاز دارم تا بهش بگم میخوام خودمو بکشم و اونم بگه به تخمم.

I'm going to sleep.
‌forever. / 2:02

«I'm tired of falling asleep with the wish of never waking up again.»

there's always a chance of dying because of a heart attack in sleep, and it's reminds me how bad my luck is.

idk. I closed my eyes for a while and when I opened it, I just found myself on the floor. again and again.

the only thing that can heal me at this point is a gunshot.

hate it when my phone die instead of me.

I'm a brave man cuz it's so hard to take a nap and wake up again to this shit.