staring at walls makes me so horny like ahh damn I wanna smash my head into you.

It's a scary fact that there's some people vent to their family when they have a problem and they actually support them. God it's creepy.

ok jokes over I need professional help.

didn’t kill myself in suicide prevention month -10000 aura.

0:43 / they don't want you. they never cared, but don't run away. It's not so bad, you're used to this.

there's a reason you're alone, so what's the point in trying anymore?

can't decide between if i should heal or just give up and go completely insane.

new month, new me(ntal breakdown).

seriously I don't know how do I make it to October, I should've died in some months of 2016.

واقعا به یه تراپیست ۸۰ تومنی نیاز دارم تا بهش بگم میخوام خودمو بکشم و اونم بگه به تخمم.

I'm going to sleep.
‌forever. / 2:02

«I'm tired of falling asleep with the wish of never waking up again.»

there's always a chance of dying because of a heart attack in sleep, and it's reminds me how bad my luck is.

idk. I closed my eyes for a while and when I opened it, I just found myself on the floor. again and again.