if you catch me early up in the morning
you DON'T.

not sure if i need a shoulder to cry on or a gun.

اگر کلمه‌ی ای‌کاش در زندگیم وجود نداشت خیلی وضع بهتری داشتم. مثلا به‌جای نوشتن این پیام میتونستم توی قبرم chill کنم.

تنها دستاوردِ تابستونِ امسالم تموم کردن مدرسه بود.

how it feels to not having school:
🌸🎀💘✨🎟🩰🛍👛

feeling lost, can't seem to find my way back home. staring at forest, rain at man, to feel that block get you drown. / 1:30

spotify act like I'm the murderer of his mother at 5am cuz why the fuck it have to recommend me songs that makes me closer to death?

some people need knifes or ropes to killing their selves, but I only need spotify and pinterest combo at 5am to simply die in my bed.

i used to be able to sleep but now my
«i wanna die»’s don’t let me put my fucking head on the pillow.

"I'm sorry"

I'm actually my own biggest hater.

the day of my death,
I am so lonely. / 1:07

see you on the other side, I will be there when you die. there's nothing to proud, I'll leave for leave forever. / 4:28

“it’s fine” i actually almost killed myself about it.

not sure if I'm trying to live or kill myself. I'm just here man idk wtf is happening.

my life is so BPD like there's nothing can make me feel bad and all of sudden I'm finishing my suicide note.

time runs slow in another dimension. blood is wine, It's
a different generation. / 1:10