nothing hurts them, nothing gets under their stone skin. and when their earthen mouths will open up, and just what words will come out but. "we wish we were dead" / 4:48

"What's your plan for the future?"

here we fucking go again. I mean good morning. (I didn't sleep at all)

about to ask the voices if should I sleep or prepare for a coma.

این هوای مادرج کی میخواد سرد شه؟ من دلم برای هودی‌ایی که ۳ نسل مادریم توش جا میشه تنگ شده.

2:53 / my life is a life without purpose, a life filled with negativity and loneliness, a life excluded from humanity.

if you catch me early up in the morning
you DON'T.

not sure if i need a shoulder to cry on or a gun.

اگر کلمه‌ی ای‌کاش در زندگیم وجود نداشت خیلی وضع بهتری داشتم. مثلا به‌جای نوشتن این پیام میتونستم توی قبرم chill کنم.

تنها دستاوردِ تابستونِ امسالم تموم کردن مدرسه بود.

how it feels to not having school:
🌸🎀💘✨🎟🩰🛍👛

feeling lost, can't seem to find my way back home. staring at forest, rain at man, to feel that block get you drown. / 1:30

spotify act like I'm the murderer of his mother at 5am cuz why the fuck it have to recommend me songs that makes me closer to death?

some people need knifes or ropes to killing their selves, but I only need spotify and pinterest combo at 5am to simply die in my bed.