we should kill ourselves for per 7 days so we can figure out if we would like to buy the premium version (actual dead) of life.

درسته بعد از مدرسه و کنکور بساط فساد براهه، اما فساد خودت. یهو به خودت میای میبینی داری روی تختت ذره ذره فاسد میشی و هیچ غلطی هم نمیتونی بکنی.

I live in a weird world. / 0:24
yeah, it's sad but it's true.
maybe you can't see it,
but you live in one too.

I used to be a dream girl but the world interfered. at least now I know why. now I know why, now I know I'm weird. / 2:20

the level of “fuck it” i’ve reached this year is insane.

13 year old me would not believe i lived this long.

I understand if you wanna leave me. I don't like me either.

mfs chatting with you and telling you everything will be alright and then going to their rooms and continuing their bed rotting. (I'm mfs)

excuse me did you see my drugs anyway?

I'm left around here / 0:32
with my fear of life ahead.
so long, so blear.

surrounded with darkness in the womb that I left. have no longer strenght, my body diseased. I feel the pain, I barely breathe. marking the end of this endless strip. fulfill my salvation through endless sleep. / 1:31

2:40 / I dipping in darkness with no fear.
out of this world, my mind is clear.

"is there anything I can do to make you feel better?" yes please grab that kitchen knife and stab me 28 times and leave me to collapse.

you know how much you're fucked up when you didn't notice why you seeing sunrise instead of moonlight.