bro I need a fucking break from everything.

"I wished I was just like you"
being me is like live as a curse. eating yourself from the inside and leaving your bones with cover of thin skin on it on your bed. is this what you really want?

mama was wrong. it wasn't a phase, I'm just totally fucked up.

4:46 / the elder among the men looked deep into the fire and spoke loud with pride: tomorrow is a fine day to die.

can't choose between sun kisses or being stabbed in the morning.

we should kill ourselves for per 7 days so we can figure out if we would like to buy the premium version (actual dead) of life.

درسته بعد از مدرسه و کنکور بساط فساد براهه، اما فساد خودت. یهو به خودت میای میبینی داری روی تختت ذره ذره فاسد میشی و هیچ غلطی هم نمیتونی بکنی.

I live in a weird world. / 0:24
yeah, it's sad but it's true.
maybe you can't see it,
but you live in one too.

I used to be a dream girl but the world interfered. at least now I know why. now I know why, now I know I'm weird. / 2:20

the level of “fuck it” i’ve reached this year is insane.

13 year old me would not believe i lived this long.

I understand if you wanna leave me. I don't like me either.

mfs chatting with you and telling you everything will be alright and then going to their rooms and continuing their bed rotting. (I'm mfs)

excuse me did you see my drugs anyway?

I'm left around here / 0:32
with my fear of life ahead.
so long, so blear.