"ur so quiet" thanks why don’t you try shutting the fuck up‌?

can't decide if I want a forehead kiss or a forehead bullet through my brain.

1:31 / en blottad strupe dansar med misären, en skepnad mer äcklad för var dag. en blottad strupe ett med misären, en framtid så skinande svart.

physically a teenage guy
mentally a divorced dad.

being stabbed would be easier than this.

I love autumn. It makes me wanna kill myself without guilty conscience.

sayıklıyor tanrılar, karıştı hıçkırıklar. gömülüyor neşe, derin sessizliğe. / 1:51

It's a nice weather to disappear into the woods and never come back again.

being stabbed 28 times would be better than being obsessed with someone or something that never exists.

the autumn weather is weathering.
(I'm almost this 🤏🏼 close to kill myself)