I swear I be chilling and then all of sudden, I feel indescribably empty.

as I'm long forgotten,
I'll fade into a colorless sound and the sunlight birds
sing from the trees. / 0:44

a gun could fix me.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

real footage of me when I remember:

my whole life got ripped out
of my tiny rope. / 0:45
all of sudden, i was dragged
in my twisted world.

"ur so quiet" thanks why don’t you try shutting the fuck up‌?

can't decide if I want a forehead kiss or a forehead bullet through my brain.

1:31 / en blottad strupe dansar med misären, en skepnad mer äcklad för var dag. en blottad strupe ett med misären, en framtid så skinande svart.

physically a teenage guy
mentally a divorced dad.

being stabbed would be easier than this.