the sexual tension between my skull and the wall is driving me insane.

توی این تابستون تنها چیزی که ترکوندم مغزم بود.

انقدر اورثینک و کوفت و زهرمار انجام دادم که چیزی جز یک توده گوشتی تو جمجمه‌ام باقی نمونده. یکی گوش‌کوب بیاره باهم آبگوشت بخوریم.

please don't ask me where I see myself in 5 years. I will cry and kill myself about it.

۱۰ راه‌حل برای داشتن زندگی‌‌ایی شاد و بهتر:
۱. خودتون رو بُکُشید.

1:53 / there is no chance at all. we are all trapped by a singular fate. nobody ever finds the one. the city dumps fill. the junkyards fill. the madhouses fill. the graveyards fill. nothing else fills.

3:07 / we had trust and been betrayed. we had love turned into hate. we tried to collect some stars to enlighten this perpetual night, but a clouded sky always cloaked our attempts to find some light.

this is genuinely what i want to do to myself when I overthink and suddenly remember:

0:54 / I know nothing of real pain. I'm a child and I am spoiled. I hate myself for my complaints. I'm pathetic and I'm bored. I cry simply at the thought. I crumble at the sight.

I don't need a glass of water next to my bed. GIVE ME MY SHOTGUN BACK.

while we may believe / 0:44
our world - our reality
to be that is - is but one
manifestation of the essence.